Weekend Worrier List

So, technically... I "promised" to blog everyday...

Well that will never happen!

I just don't have much to say... well that's a lie, I could talk for dayyyyys at any given moment. I do however have random things I would like to share, so I'm gonna go ahead and fill you in on a list of random things from this weekend.

Now you may be asking yourself what would such a list be called???? I'm glad you asked :-)

(Pretty nifty, don't cha think?)

1. Been thinking a lot about our lil Alec :-( I'm not going to go into details, it's not appropriate nor is it my place to do so. I just like to put positive energy into hoping everything will turn out well for him. <3 <3 <3


2. I start Clomid April 30th.. POSSIBLY. And that's all I have to say about that.

3. I'm currently obsessed with the following two songs:
-a. Three 6 Mafia- Gotta Stay High
-b. KiD CuDi: "Make Her Say" (actually, anything by KiD CuDi... <3 <3 <3 himmmm! :-P

4.I WANT MY LENSE TO GET HERE NOWWWWWWW!

get ready!

so, i finally did the blog all fancy and pretty! What do we think? ;-) I'm rather pleased with myself, but pretty tired, been trying to figure this thing out for the last 2 hours...

BUT ITS DONE!!!

So that's good news! hehe So how is everybody today? I'm really REALLY excited to start blogging and video blogging & all that fun stuff!

Stay Tuned!

~heart~

Last Minute Chicken Sliders

So my husband comes home from work around 5 or 6 most days of the week. So I have all day (until then) to plan some sort of dinner (as well as clean, bake, laundry, and just hang out) (I NEED A JOB!) ha ha so I came up with this really creative, and very last minute dinner. I'm probably most impressed by this because we're far from a full fridge, we're in that awkward "Between Grocery Shopping Trips" and we have to get really creative.

So I just threw a big hunk of frozen chicken breast (or a couple little ones) into a frying pan, with seasonings, chicken broth, butter, garlic, and a splash of water.

I let the chicken cook thoroughly...

while I was doing that I opened a can of GRANDS country style biscuits and flattened them out (they are the buns for the sliders) I put butter on top and threw them in the oven for a good 10 minutes.

While the biscuts and the chicken were cooking I sliced some Roma tomatoes, peperjack cheese (Dylan's FAVORITE) lettuce, and pickles each on their own plate (so we could pile them as we'd like)

That's basically it, once the chicken is done and the b

iscuts are a golden brown start to assemble them. I also had the condiments out and ready, I didn't know what he would like so I had out all the stuff; ranch, mayo, mustard, dijon & Ketchup.

I snapped some pictures of the process and the finished sliders!

I Want Her Back

By her I mean myself, I have to get back, everything is so murky right now. So scary, so upsetting, so frustrating. I've never been this gone, I've never really been gone... that probably doens't help. Realizing I've never really had to work for anything ever used to be something I was so proud of. I'd think "Oh, I guess I just dont have to work very hard in life, good things just always happen to me." Everything ALWAYS worked out. I'm not regretting that, because I wouldn't have been able to deal then either but It's just a lot to take in. By no means am I saying that I've never had to work hard or have struggles would be a lie, but nothing that really made me step back and take a really hard look.

Hearing (over and over again, from EVERYBODY) "You have this problem, and you are the only one who can fix it or make it any better!" is not what anybody wants to hear, but it's not about what I want anymore, except me wanting to get better, I need too. I need to do this so I can have life back to the way it was and not hate myself so much.

I was to wake up tomorrow and be like "Damn, that was a bad dream!" and I think I have been telling myself that is going to happen... can we arrange an appointment for someone to slap me across the face? I've been thinking it will all just go away, and it wont... I actually have to work at something I have no experience in and that scares the shit out of me.

Embellished Dishcloths: Part 1

Yesterday evening, Sarah & I went out around the town for some fun! I really needed this girl time :-) We went to Craft warehouse (found some goodies), Goodwill (found some more goodies) and Target... not so many goodies, except we each scored 2 packs of 6 Flour Sack Dishcloths! Each pack of 6 was less than $3.00 each! Why were we so interested in Flour Sack dishcloths you ask? Well, while we were at Craft warehouse they had a display and free directional how-to sheet (lost mine, reason for this blog actually) for Embellished Dishcloths. I was really into this idea, sounded so fun and *ahem* can you say, PERFECT CHRISTMAS GIFTS??? ;-D So today I washed all my dishcloths, I was really excited to get started... and then I could not find the little pale yellow direction sheet anywhere, I even peeked into the garbage, and no luck, left to my own devices I realized I had this handy tool, that I use several times a day that could help me...internet. So I googled and.... voila! Some lady (I greatly appreciate this stranger today, lol) did a whole tutorial, Embellishments For Decorative Dishcloths. So that is the tutorial I am going to use and I will post another blog soon about how I may have did mine differently, along with pictures of mine.

So I have 12 Flour Sack dishcloths to embellish and make all cute and fancy, and 3 (white, tan/khaki, and chocolate brown) I bought at Craft Ware house that are thicker and smaller.

My Love

So I finally got a Nikon D-40 SLR. Dylan took me to get it the last Sunday in April and I have barely put it down since. I've gotten so many good pics, I'll post some now.

Subtle Changes...

Why lie? I'm one of the millions of people obsessed with the Twilight phenomenon... I read all the books (almost done with Breaking Dawn) and seriously that's saying something, I don't read. I'm not against reading but I have adhd and it takes an amazing write to suck me in to the point I can't put it down, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn all had that effect on me, as well as almost all of my friends.

I love the movie, however, Bella frusturates me to no end! She (in the book) is much different, she's got the same lines and actions of course but I dont think they cast the right girl, I know that it would be horrible to change her now (as they begin filming New Moon in March) but still, some points in the movie where you're unaware it's a movie because you're so sucked in, she says a line and you go "why did you do that" not the line of course, her facial expressions, pauses, and odd mannerisms... oh well right?

Edward was amazing! Robert Pattinson did an amazing job. I have no complaints, he's not hard on the eyes either.

Mike Newton... Eh, could have been better but they didn't do sooo terribly casting him

Jessica... PERFECT! She's one of my favorite characters in the movie, but not so much in the book, it's wierd but the girl who plays her did an awesome job, I'm very impressed!

Charlie did great also, one of my favorite characters, he has some hilarious lines!

Alice is my favorite for the Vampires (aside from Edward) she's so fairy like, and dainty, and graceful.