hanging over my head

If we go way back, to the ape people, is this not my sole purpose as a female of our species? Is this not the reason I am build to produce nourishing milk for an offspring? I can't count the number of people I know who never planed a pregnancy, or really a baby because it was all a big BIG surprise. I know it's got to be hard to wake up and realize (whether it's a good time or not) that your in fact pregnant with a child... and you didn't even try to get pregnant, it just happened... wow!

Odds are I will have no problems, I don't know these odd of course, that would be nice, and unless I spend much-o dollars I wont for a while. It's so hard, to go play with babies and kiddos all day at work (It's my job, I get paid to be a playmate and care provider to special needs children), play with my nieces and nephew, and most of all our practice child Alec, and not have one of your own. The compliment I get the most (next to "You're so tall!) lol is about what a good mommy I will be... gah!