Day One...

I promise to come up with a more creative title for my next entry but I honestly feel this one fitting since this is literally day one of my blog quest.

As for myself, personally, I am not here to change the world, or to have much of an impact or make much of a difference. I have been told I've already done those in different forms but it's not my mission. I have to confess, I feel under-paid. Not in the way of money (although that would be true as well) but I do not feel 20. I'm told I'm more mature than the average 20-year-old, but I'm not in school or with degree so I guess it's a draw. I am married now, (that is so odd to say) and he is amazing! We've been together for what will be 4 years in February of 2009. I could go on and on about him but that will be another blog I'm sure. I should probably give myself a small interview not that I will say anything surprising but just so you can get a feel for my vibe. lol

Why am I blogging?

Well I would journal but I hate my hand writing. I was at the home of a close friend of mine, and right by her computer was this small but thicker paperback book. It's lime green cover was what caught my attention (I have the A.D.H.D) and it was titled, "Nobody cares what you had for lunch! 101 Things To Blog About" and as corny as it sounds, that small book, which to this day I have never seen more than the cover of, got me very interested! I have to admit I kind of like the attention as well, and I'm getting to a point in my life where I don't need to be so approved of. It's so empowering to actually do what I want and not think about what other's will say... because in the end it really doesn't matter at all! So far in my short 20 years, has honestly been my biggest issue. I don't want to let anybody down, or have anybody not like what I am done. I am a people pleaser, but not so obviously that I am called out on it. It has been something I've realized myself, and that's what made me change.

Someone can tell you 5million times that you look pretty, or you're hair is cute or that you have amazing eyes, but until you see it for yourself, it is just meerly a tease or annoying.

I really got into this today, I even impressed myself a little.